Who says free things are for everyone? Love is free but not for everyone..Some are deprived of their parent's love, some of their family's love, some from their friend's love, some from the love of that one special one but unluckiest are those who are deprived of their own love!
My last statement might have seemed weird and you might be wondering how can someone not love themselves..one simple answer is if one is unable to forgive themselves for a sin they have committed..we all have sins attached to our souls that we would want to remove..Whether it is a severe sin such as rape or murder or the tiny ones in regard like stealing..Well a sin is a sin but definitely the magnitude defers..
"hurting someone", whether we do it intentionally or without knowledge..isn't it as equal to murder? The only difference here is we kill someone's feelings and there, we kill them literally..so in fact hurting someone is worse because they die within and have to live with it every single day of their life..So just how can one live with the fact that they are responsible for someone's pain or broken heart? It is very easy for someone to say "I don't love you".."I never loved you".."I lied..I was confused".."I have found someone better".. but for the other person, it may mean the world sinking..It may mean their reason of smiling has died..This reminds me of a two liner in urdu (Jabse lagi hai chot dil ki gehrayion main, muskurate maine khud ko tasveeron main bhi nahin dekha) that in english translates as: "Ever since she has hurt my heart so deep, I haven't seen myself smiling even in photos"..I often ask myself, how can someone just do that and continue their life?..And then I read some where that the starting point for that is by forgiving yourself which for me is easier said than done! And it is very hard whether you're on either side of the table..How can you live on after the one person who meant life to you is no longer in your life, or at least isn't in that way? or How can you live on after knowing you stabbed a heart to death, a heart that beat just for you? It takes an incredible amount of self power out of someone to do that, and trust me, It takes a lot of self power..just to move on, especially if your love was soo true and pure! ..Paulo Coelho, my favorite writer says: "If you are brave enough to say goodbye, life will reward you with a new hello"..
There is a lot to write for me but just not today..
I hope to continue, soon! :-)
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