We were meant to be!!

I just felt like writing this poem this afternoon, so here it is:

You know we were meant to be,

Right from the moment we first spoke,

The similarities we shared and treasured in each other,

The differences we ignored and weren’t bothered about,

The happiness we found in each other’s words,

In the simplest of things; like a good morning sms,

It all seemed out of this world, didn’t it?

I am happy for you that you found love again,

Just know that I couldn’t; just couldn’t love anyone else,

Because my angel, you know what,

We were just meant to be…

Remember Faraz, the poet we share together,

He once wrote: my fingers wonder till today,

How could she ever hold another hand?

You know love, that is what I am thinking today too,

But o well I don’t blame you for loving someone else,

It’s just that…it hurts; that’s all my love,

It hurts to see you in someone else’s arms,

I hope that person knows how lucky they are to have you,

I hope he loves you as much as I did;

Or perhaps, just perhaps, more than I did,

But you know even after all this time, my heart whispers,

We were just meant to be…

You know I would have loved you till end of time,

If I can love you when we were not together,

Imagine if we were,

You made me believe in fairy tales,

It devastates me to say this but it is true,

That you’re the one who took away my belief in happy endings,

I just don’t understand why you did it,

I don’t know was I not worth it or you were blind,

You know Faraz also said: there is someone I know,

Who is my universe and I am not even one of her moments…

You know the nick I loved most of all the nicknames you gave me,

It is the name of my laptop, and you are its password,

Don’t be surprised to learn that I still have the song you dedicated to me,

Although I no longer listen to it, I don’t have the courage,

You know it tears the edges of the scars you left on my heart,

The song acts like a dagger that pierces right through the walls of protection,

Despite all this, I wish you the best O love,

I promised to hold your hand forever, but I can’t do that anymore,

So I am saying goodbye to you today,

But before I go, I wanted to tell you what I felt then and today,

That we were meant to be…

And just as I expressed my love through a poem to you when I fell for you,

I am doing the same today when I am finally letting you go,

My prayers are with you, forever, and ever,

And you must know that I am around if you ever need me,

And regardless of all that happened, I pray from the core of my heart,

‘Core’ of my heart; remember you loved this statement every time I said it,

So yeah I pray that I fall for you again in the next lifetime,

Of course, I want a different outcome then,

I want to leave you with Faraz: my love has learnt the importance of time,

I miss her very less these days, only once after every breath…

 Peace!

Champ!