I just felt like writing this poem this afternoon, so here it is:
You know we were meant to be,
Right from the moment we first spoke,
The similarities we shared
and treasured in each other,
The differences we ignored
and weren’t bothered about,
The happiness we found in each
other’s words,
In the simplest of things;
like a good morning sms,
It all seemed out of this
world, didn’t it?
I am happy for you that you
found love again,
Just know that I couldn’t;
just couldn’t love anyone else,
Because my angel, you know
what,
We were just meant to be…
Remember Faraz, the poet we
share together,
He once wrote: my fingers
wonder till today,
How could she ever hold
another hand?
You know love, that is what I
am thinking today too,
But o well I don’t blame you
for loving someone else,
It’s just that…it hurts; that’s
all my love,
It hurts to see you in
someone else’s arms,
I hope that person knows how
lucky they are to have you,
I hope he loves you as much
as I did;
Or perhaps, just perhaps,
more than I did,
But you know even after all
this time, my heart whispers,
We were just meant to be…
You know I would have loved
you till end of time,
If I can love you when we
were not together,
Imagine if we were,
You made me believe in fairy
tales,
It devastates me to say this
but it is true,
That you’re the one who took
away my belief in happy endings,
I just don’t understand why
you did it,
I don’t know was I not worth
it or you were blind,
You know Faraz also said:
there is someone I know,
Who is my universe and I am
not even one of her moments…
You know the nick I loved
most of all the nicknames you gave me,
It is the name of my laptop,
and you are its password,
Don’t be surprised to learn
that I still have the song you dedicated to me,
Although I no longer listen
to it, I don’t have the courage,
You know it tears the edges
of the scars you left on my heart,
The song acts like a dagger
that pierces right through the walls of protection,
Despite all this, I wish you
the best O love,
I promised to hold your hand
forever, but I can’t do that anymore,
So I am saying goodbye to
you today,
But before I go, I wanted to
tell you what I felt then and today,
That we were meant to be…
And just as I expressed my
love through a poem to you when I fell for you,
I am doing the same today
when I am finally letting you go,
My prayers are with you,
forever, and ever,
And you must know that I am
around if you ever need me,
And regardless of all that happened,
I pray from the core of my heart,
‘Core’ of my heart; remember
you loved this statement every time I said it,
So yeah I pray that I fall
for you again in the next lifetime,
Of course, I want a
different outcome then,
I want to leave you with
Faraz: my love has learnt the importance of time,
I miss her very less these
days, only once after every breath…
Peace!
Champ!
